Saturday, August 31, 2013

12 km of walk


Yay!

God answered my heart’s desire to serve at a camp this summer!


My morning started early, at 5:25. I left Vinnitsa early on Monday to get to Kiev. I got ready for the trip and my dad helped me to get into the train with all that stuff I carried.



The train was chilly so I couldn't sleep tight. I decided to take a train blanket and come back to rest. I got up and jumped up to reach the blanket on the top and my neighbor woke up. He looked at me and said "All this time I've been trying to get warm and didn't have the idea to take a blanket". He took it for himself and looked at my bags. This was the key to starting our conversation. He said "I am not from here". I asked where he is from and he said he has lived in Rome for 7 years. His name is Andrej (Andrew; right in a picture).


Word after word, I got to explain where I go and why I do so, what it means for me, preached to him about God's love and challenged him to try God so he will not have any regrets.
                                                 
After a while he said a repentance prayer!



In Kiev I was met by my very good friend and brother, Nazar, who was the leader of this camp. I invited Andrew to spend time with us, and during the few hours before he flew back home he got along very quick and well!



So we spent the day in Kiev getting prepared for the first day of camp. I also visited my friend in the hospital who got poisoned that day. We prayed and now he is alive :)



Mytlashivka, Cherkas'ka region, Ukraine.
Fun note: The neighboring village is "Goatslaughter".



We had 6 on our team, but believe me, every time we gathered each of us felt that we have somebody 7th. We knew, God is with us and we need Him, so we felt like there HAD TO BE somebody 7th.





back from the left: Denis and Pasha.
middle: Nazar and Vladeek.
front: Anya and I.








Nazar and 3 other people on our team (siblings: Anya, Vladeek and Denis) left to the village very early in the morning to set up camp, find contacts, and get to know the place.



Pasha and I left later in the day by car with the spouse of our host.



On our way from Kiev the car broke around 5 times. The road trip of 3 hours turned instead to 6 hours. We came at the evening late at night when the house was so quiet and the night cold had already come down close to the ground.



We unloaded all the bags from the car and came into the house. Silence, dim light.



Immediately we went to our places to have our short sleep because of our early wake up.

All that day I was curious where am I going? But I was sure this time is going to be a good fruit for God.



Day 1.


A very full day of moving, events, talks and laughiiiing!!))



The way to the village where we had the camp is long: 6km one way, through another smaller village and many fields and a forest. Yep. Walking a lot. Walking dusty and dirty. Sweat. Dusty.




We got to the village school and no children were there. They came later for the repetition for the 1st September (an annual program for the beginning of the study year). They spent an hour for that and some of them stayed with us afterwards. All of them were 5-6 years old. We made a shorter program and at the end we had 2 girls. One girl in the beginning started to cry and I sat near her and she jumped to me and hugged me. So I took her and walked a bit till her mom came and took her away. Another 2 girls left because their parents took them away after a song about God.



So at the end when the parents of the 2 girls who were left came, one shared, "Mom! I just talked to God!!"



We had crafts, songs and a watermelon game. We decided to come back to that village that evening to meet youth on a football field. Again, we had a long walk. When we arrived, they had played already and so we prayed what to do. So we stayed aside and played Ultimate Frisbee. In a while a guy came to us and asked to join. We moved to the bigger field and started to play. In another while we had 2 more guys. It was such a nice game! My team won. The field is just entire dust. Imagine those clouds from our running ;)



The first guy asked what we are doing in the camp and Nazar said that we are talking about God and etc. So that guy asked us to tell him about God.



What an open heart!! He was the first one whom we met who himself asked about God. I am glad those villages are not spoiled by religions and are seeking for the truth.



Day 2.


We had a very peaceful worship in the morning.



The camp was good! No rush, not tense. We had 2 kids, one girl who cried yesterday and her brother. Alla and Bogdan. She cried again today so I came to her to comfort so she spent all the time sticking to me. Cute.

On the way to the camp we met 2 men on a corn field and one politely stopped us to ask, "I see you know your deal. You know what you do. Please, can you tell me about God? What about Gods in Egypt, Asia..? ..oh they are false. So every nation has its own God?” ... "The God is the only One" we said.
"Oh, true. Thank you for your help".




On the way back we met 2 persons: a grandma and grandpa. The first one said, "People see you, and they are curious, and they asked me to ask you to come to us and play some songs for God". So we did that on our 4th day. The second one stopped us and said "Sorry, just a moment. I know you are Christians. I love God. He saved me. I was dead. He brought me back from that world. I felt down from a 20m high height and doctors couldn't do anything. And now I'm good. Another man doesn't believe in God and he still be crooked. But I’m good. God saved me."



What a miracle!! Definitely, it is useful, our long walks are useful. I would say it is my first time I have met these situations. We barely have children in the camp but adults are catching us to ask about God!!



That day I had felt some pain in my foot, but though it will pass away. My suggestions were because of a lot of walking plus caring the bags and etc. I didn’t fall and didn’t hit that.



Day 3.
Morning was quick we slept over :)



I started to walk and my foot started to hurt .I thought about staying but I don't like to be outsider, especially in a ministry. I would go till the end if I am able. Sometimes it is not a good choice :)



We came to the school and it was closed. We sat and waited, played some songs. Then the teacher who opens the school for us came. And still no children.



Suddenly they started to come. Some of them were with moms. We had 8 maybe. They had their repetition and 5 of them stayed with us. Again it was a nice time. We had songs, craft, Bible lessons and a snack.

A pastor named Kim came from Kiev to check on us and brought ice-cream and 2 watermelons. He is Korean, lives in Kiev, and we stayed at his church. Here he had evangelizations and a church in the past. So he spent a few hours with us, we had lunch together and prayed on the place we were going to have worship on Saturday.



That evening we got invited to visit one missionary family with 7 children. That evening visit was sooo nice! Those people are very hospitable and open, wise and blessed. We entered their garden and I saw all those kids, but the atmosphere of order and coziness impressed me. We had good food and played ninja (active game) with their children. It was so nice to hear their story how they got to that village. God is good!! We had a watermelon from their garden :)



Day 4.


24th of August, Independence Day in Ukraine!



I learned that day that I had a sprain on my foot. To move that day was harder. The same as yesterday I limped to the camp. 


No kids. We were waiting an hour. Soon the pastor whom we visited yesterday evening came and brought his 6 children. That day we had the most kids :)


It was Saturday, the day of our "concert" for the grandmas.



We had around 6 songs and between them Nazar was preaching. The grandmas were listening very carefully. Some of them said a repentance prayer. They took our literature and we left.




I got back and couldn't move my foot anymore.



I got a bandage and later we got invited to visit the family again. I so wanted to go but I regret I couldn’t walk anymore so my team found a wheelchair and brought me to that house and back. Fun. Tell ya :) 



Again we met our friends on the cornfield, 2 men. We had a talk about faith and love, providence and church. They were apologizing for their "wildness" :)








Day 5.

The last day of the camp surprised us with a locked lock on the school door. Somebody had put matches in it. While our host tried to open it we were playing games and waited for the kids. Finally he opened the door and we started to take out all of our stuff, and suddenly 3 kids came. Because we had a train later and they came late, we made shorter program. That day they heard about God for the first time.


 



We came back to Kiev, spent some time all together as a team, said thanks and hugged.



It was not an ordinary camp and it was a good influence on each of us.


My personal acquisition was to get a chance to serve in a team with the achievements I got from DTS, such as: flexibility, patience, encourage, stretching and loving.

I was glad to leave a good memories after myself, but all glory and thankgivings belong to God!






If I was to make a main point of this big story, it would be:
"Trust God and offer everything that you have in Him".

Thanks to our hosts!


19-25 August, 2013

Sunday, August 18, 2013

The mission "Heaventown"

My location is now "Heaventown" (if translated literally from Ukrainian).

I got here this morning. I don't know where I am now according to my home.
I am sitting on something that looks like stairs leading into the house where I am going to stay over the night and meet my birthday in the morning.

 Yesterday late evening I got a message from my old American friend who ministers in Russia, Ukraine and Slovakia.
He opened his need for an interpreter for two sessions he is leading at the rehabilitation center.

He said the name of the place and time he needs me to be here.

I agreed to come over and help without knowing more information.
Would you? Me yes, this is how I usually do.

I looked at this opportunity as serving God with the possibility and ability He gave me - speaking English. It is because of Him that I can serve with this gift now.
So I spent my morning finding a way to come here and actually make the trip.

 
I had been picked up by a missionary lady who works here at the rehab center. They bought an old village hospital and some other buildings and turn it into a place of changing lives.

I came into the cold and very old Ukrainian village style room where my friend was and where the people who came to listen to him were starting to worship God.

 It was such a nice time! Singing messianic songs and interpreting for him. The message was about righteousness. Four women and five men were sitting in front of us and carefully listening, shouting "amen!" and "hallelujah!", saying "yes!" and attentively sticking their eyes on us.
I was just enjoying being in such a surrounding! I got to know some people more. Though their stories are sad, it is so miraculous how they have changed! It was an atmosphere of hearts hungry for God!




Since I leave early in the morning, because of my 22nd birthday, they prayed over me and I am grateful to finish my 21st year like this, in such place, among such people.




  
"Humbleness. Patience." These are their needs. These are my needs as a follower of Christ. These are the example of Jesus. So now these are mine.






Saturday, May 25, 2013

Hi and Hello from Sarajevo\Привет и Здравствуй из Сараево



Hello to you my friend!

Right now and till 18 June I live in Sarajevo, Bosnia.
I am here with my DTS to reach Muslims, encourage home churches, bring love to the homeless, and be stretched by God. We are here to be Jesus in this city,
the Light in a darkness.




Quick replay of the history of Sarajevo:
-The whole city is a mix of 3 nations and 3 religions - Bosnians, Croats, Serbs\Catholic, Muslim, Orthodox. In a past time this place on the map was divided many times. Even now, it is difficult to find a clear map with borders of the Balkan countries. In 1992 began the war between the nations. It lasted for 4 years. People were killing each other, destroying buildings and trying to make other nations leave their territory. Only because NATO came to the Balkans did the war stop. This war is fresh. Even now, walking on the streets, it doesn't matter if it is a main street or small path, everywhere you will be convinced - the war was near: houses, cafes, libraries, markets...everything is breathing through bullet holes. 

- Though this is the picture of the city, the mountains which surround it "sheweth his handywork" (Ps.18:2) 

- People are just lovely. They smile at you, they kiss you, they have an open embrace... but the reflection of the war stays in their minds - "we will not forget, we will not forgive".
- 50% of the population is unemployed. That's why, everyday and everywhere they are hanging out on the streets or begging. They wait on somebody to talk or give them food. They are hungry both physically and spiritually.

- Though 95% of the population is Muslim, it doesn't stop us from going and bringing Jesus’ Kingdom. They are Muslim either by tradition or ...because of tradition. It is difficult to find a good Muslim here.

- The home churches: these are gatherings of 3-8 people at somebody's home, which are led by our contacts. They have worship, bible study and of course random conversations. After service we buy food for a family or have lunch\dinner together. People are often leaving churches because they find a job (which is praise to God) or because of unforgiveness.

We have these churches from Monday-Thursday. Every day 2 people of our team are helping with one, while others who stay at home are having evangelism in the city, prayer walks, or a different kind of help. On Saturday we have a free day and we use it for a cultural overview or to have coffee meetings with those who we met during the week. Sunday is a day of church service at the military base (which is NATO). This kind of church is hired by the government and is probably why militaries are not coming. I hope it will change and we will have a lot of people during our time.

Prices: bread is about 1km (0,5Euro), simple lunch around 3-5 km (1,5-2,5 Euro), shoes ~30-…km…  
So as you read through this you might guess this city has a big division. We as missionaries are under this situation and trying to guard unity in our team. Thanks to God for wisdom in solving conflicts and misunderstandings.

PRAY for:
·      A tune for our hearts to go and bring light to this city
·      Love, wisdom and strength in our team
·      Attentive ears to God’s voice
GIVE:
·      We are willing to feed hungry people (1 euro=2 km)
·      I need to pay for my DTS fees (~400-550 euro)
·      I want to bless a few families with house supplies (mattresses, pillows, blankets, kitchen tools…)





Jana (CZ), Anna (DE), Oksana (UA), Carley (USA), Mark (USA) - students
Magdalena&Luke Tiehen (CZ&USA), Juan (COL) - staff
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Привет и Здравствуй!

Сейчас и до 18 июня я живу в Сараево, Босния и Герцоговина. Я здесь с командой
DTS чтобы достигать мусульман, ободрять домашние церкви, принести любовь бездомным и быть изменённой Богом.
Быть Иисусом в этом городе, быть Светом.

Небольшой экскурс в историю Сараево:
- Весь город, который поделён на Федерацию и Республику, это смесь 3 наций и 3 религий: Боснийцы, Хорваты, Сербы/Католики, Мусульмане, Православные. В прошлом времени это место на карте было поделено множество раз. Даже сейчас трудно найти такую карту, на которой точно было бы изображено границы этих Балканский стран. В 1992 году началась война между национальностями. Она продолжалась 4 года. Люди убивали друг друга, разрушали построения и пытались выгнать других с «не ихней» территории. Только потому что НАТО пришло на Балкан, война остановилась. Эта война – свежая. Даже сейчас, проходя по улицам, не важно, или то главная улица или маленькие улочки между домами, можно убедиться – война была близко: дома, кафе, библиотеки, магазины, школы,…всё дышит дырами от пуль и гранат.
 - Хотя это и есть картина города, но горы, которые окружают его, «о делах рук Его вещает твердь» (Пс.18:2)
- Люди просто замечательные. Они улыбаются тебе, целуют, у них открытые объятия…но отпечаток войны остаётся в их сознании – «мы никогда не забудем, мы никогда не простим».
- 50% населения – безработные. И поэтому, каждый день и везде, люди просто сидят на лавочках, в кафе или бродят по городу и попрошайничают. Они ждут кого то, кто бы пообщался с ними или накормил их. Они голодны как физически так и духовно.
- Хотя 95% населения – мусульмане, это не останавливает нас от того чтобы идти к ним и приносить Божье Царство в их жизни. Они мусульмане из-за религии либо из-за…традиции. Сложно здесь найти хорошего и праведного мусульманина.
- Домашние церкви: это собрания 3-8 людей у кого-то дома, и наши контакты как пастора этих церквей. Это прославление, изучение Библии и конечно же, просто общение. После собраний мы покупаем еду для семьи или обедаем\ужинаем вместе. Люди часто оставляют церкви потому что они нашли работу (за что слава Богу) или из-за не прощения.

Такие церкви с Пн-Чт. Каждые 2 человека нашей команды помогают одной из таких собраний, пока остальные миссионеры делают евангелизацию в городе, молитвенные прогулки или другие виды помощи. В субботу у нас выходной день, но, чаще мы используем его для культурного обозрения либо встречи с людьми с которыми мы познакомились в течении всей недели. Воскресенье – день службы в церкви, которая находиться на территории военной базы (которая и есть НАТО). Такой вид церкви в таком расположении – это нанятая властями церковь. И возможно поэтому, военные не очень то и ходят на собрание. Я надеюсь что это измениться и люди будут просто ждать воскресенья чтобы услышать Слово.

Цены: хлеб +-1 км (0,5 евро), простой обед +- 3-5 км( 1,5-2,5 евро), обувь от 30 км…


Так как вы уже прочитали это описание города, возможно у вас появилась картинка что город находиться в большом разделении. Мы, как миссионеры, находимся в этом окружении и стараемся держать единство в команде. Слава Богу за мудрость в решении конфликтов и непоняток.

МОЛИТЕСЬ за:
* настрой в сердцах чтобы идти и нести Евангелие
* любовь, мудрость и силу в команде
* внимательные уши к голосу Папы
ПОМОГИТЕ:
* мы хотим кормить голодных (1 евро=2 км)
* мне нужно заплатить за учёбу (400-500евро)
* я хочу благословить нуждающиеся семьи (матрасы, кух.приборы,..)


Saturday, May 4, 2013

The Van

When it says about the bus ride in UA you would imagine old, full of sweat people (and often naked) and slow bus.
Got off in Beograd (Serbia) and  hoping to get to Sarajevo from there, we got to know that all connections between these 2 points were canceled ( I think because of making a new rails). So the only one option were available for us - to rent a car\mini bus. So we did.
Today coming down the stairs and before few moments to see the van we rented to get to Bosnia, I was asking God to have it comfortable, quick and with a nice trip. Inside of my head I heard the enemy voice "Oh com'on, Oksana, you are a missionary and look what you are asking".
Ha! The van I am in and 5 hours already now is cool and the driver is nice! We have enough of comfortable space and air conditionar.
I thanks God and enjoying it!
Never give the enemy lie about your Daddy.
† = ♥

Friday, April 5, 2013

Thanks from Europe

So so many ways are in the world. The ways to express, to explain, to understand, to say, to feel, to hear, to be... There are so so many places in a world to be. And those places are willing to give you all they are able to represent before you.
Among the christians, there are so so many which are believers, which are trying, which are hanging on, which are serious...
What makes a memory bright? And what makes a human holy?
Why we are spending to much time for explenation which are not in our dependency in order just step out to what you are trying to explain.

 Through few past few (3-4) years I was focusing on what I've been taught (obviously): how to treat to local churches without damaging them, how to serve, what to wear to represent yourself as a "true" christian, how to obey leaders, what the difference between leader and friend (in one person), what that means to lead the worship, how "to help" foreigners in your country,...

I AM thankful for that time, knowledge and experience.

But, being now here, at the place where you actually came as a white paper, cos, before that nobody here didn't know you. You were able to become anybody here. To represent yourself as you want. Whatever.
Being now here, on my already 3d month (wow,,,time runs so fast..) of DTS, I look back and see, actually, realizing, what and how much mistakes I have done to those who were me at that time. I mean, a foreigner. Yet, I would not recognize that from the same point of standing.

Anyway, DTS. Time in Europe. Lectures. Travels. People. Noise. Love it.
The way how I appeared here was one of that, which you would like to avvoid and better come faster.

I applied for a school in Hurlach (Germany) which started on 16th Sep 2012. Well, applied..is a loud word for that. I was in a youth camp as a leader at that time. Almost no phone servise, smaaaal ukrainian village, teens... All my process to apply this school was like this: after praying time run out to find a point of connection with a civilization to make a call to my family, church and friends and try to explain what ACTUALLY I am going to do and that I need their permission and a blessing, well, and to fill out some references. I didn't have info about what is DTS. I had just one explenation "It's cool! really cool! You need that! Just apply". Hm...
At last, I made a call to my pastor and in short "structure" way tried to explain what is that and what I need her to do (yes, one of my pastor is SHE). After that camp I had one more. So, came back after all my lovely serving time at home, I had around a month to work out everything..especially visa to Germany.

After while, I got to another village for 2 weeks to help as a translator (reading this mistakefull text you could imagine me translating,, whatever) for a dutch group of youth, which came to the worst (probably) orphanage in my area to make an outdoor isolation of one of the parts of their building.
No phone, no internet, shower bucket, walk home 30-40 min all in dust and sweat...love it.

All that time I was sharing my joy with them that I am accepted and going to be in Europe!
When all this building stuff ended I finally came back to normal life (which is pretty boring) and..at that time, I had almost 4 weeks to make myself be ready to go.

  After while, my church went for a vacation to a beautifull forest and river, for a week.
If I needed to make a call, I should go on a small hill, toss up your phone (while it's dealing) and then, hopefully, you got a chance to hear "Hello" in it. But, it's not about that.
It is connected with my applying process, cos I cannot contact with anybody. So, after gave this all to God's hands I enjoyed my rest (which I so so needed and God reachly blessed me with physical and brain relax).

Came back at home (this time no more travels) it was a bit less then 3 weeks to get visa.

  So, the process started. Many many trips to Kiev to the embassy, a big bunch of hope and faith to get a visa, ended with I got it, but later for 3 weeks after the lecture phase started.
At this time I was praying hardly, giving my tryst in the Lord everyday, experiencing His provision in counciling. So we canceled visa.
A new application. Herrnhut. Which appeared not even Germany, but a smaaaal town Cheb, close to German bourder, so it is in Czech Republic.
A new wave of hope and trust in the Lord.
This time I got more time to get a visa.
I spent 2 days in Kiev, unplanned, cos I was late to take my documents for embassy from a post office. So I came early in the morning, took it, and run to the railwaystation to take a bus to Kiev to apply visa. Successfully.

In 2 month before school I was serving some other american missionaries: lived in an orphanage (which was awesome experience!)
 and cooked lunches for YWAM Vinnitsya (my home city in Ukraine). What a blessing to be a provider!

On the week of school starts (friday, 1st February 2013) I woke up (wednesday) and,, again as before, I said "God, You know, I don't want to lose again, but I trust You. I did my possible, now it's Your turn, to do Your impossible. Pleaseeeeee, give me a visa!" After lunch I got a call from the embassy and they said I could come any day and get my visa. "Any day?"-thought I, "I will come tomorrow!!!". So I went to Kiev to get my"veryprayedthrough" visa. Spent a WHOLE DAY, because it turns out not that easy as I imagined. 
Finally, holding it in my hands, happy inside and out, I came back home late at night, and all night dreamed about what just happened.
Next day was so busy with preparation me to leave: farawell party, documents, talks, goodbyes, money, plans, gifts, purchases,....




Friday. The day of DTS. I spent in moving around the city and doing all I needed to be done.
Saturday. Farawell party, packing,...
Sunday. No sleeping at previous night, church, packing, lunch with "mom cooked", bags up, taxi, bus.
Europe on Monday 4th of February.
I had 26 hours riding the bus, with so many thoughts and imiginations, dreams and etc..
"Half a year. Europe. HALF A YEAR, is 6 MONTH..Everything new...6 month.."

And now, it is 3d month. Sitting on a kitchen, eating chocolate and typing this, I understand, how much I am thankfull to God for all He done, do and will do!!
It's an amazing time, wotrh all that pathes I went through to come here, changes-that's what I want and this is what I get, all for one purpose - to be Him on this Earth. Stretch myself. Go out of the  box. With eyes wide open. Taking and giving.

God is truly GREAT!!!





Monday, April 1, 2013

Советы по уходу за отношениями на ранней стадии

Чтобы что- то понять, нужно это написать на бумагу.
Пускай она сохраняет всё то, что нужно сохранить вне головы, вроде как, чтобы посмотреть со стороны.
Сейчас я это сделаю.

Второй день нет аппетита. Это - явный признак. Хорошо это или плохо, узнаю позже. А хотелось бы сейчас.

Когда охотник охотиться, он делает всё неспешно и аккуратно, сохраняя тишину, он не торопится.
Так же следует делать и мне, в постройке отношений. Особенно (!) которые могут привести к семье. Потому как мне эта сфера ещё не известна, я не могу рассуждать о неё рационально, но уже с верой, надеждой и молитвой могу говорить об этом.
Это ощущение, что всё тело наполнено энергией, и знаешь, что это не кофе.

Спешка тебя сломит. Только я тороплюсь? Иногда я вижу себя единственную с такой проблемой.

Расставить приоритеты, никакой тактики, только советы.

Не спеши. Пускай оно идёт своей скоростью. Не кидай дрова в не свой (может пока) костёр. Он может поджечь леса жизней. Кто знает, придётся ли их тушить.

Будь честна с собой в первую очередь. Не надо требовать это от человека, покажи это своим примером. Дай понять что для тебя важно. Будь готова узнать то, что будет неприятно знать, а лучше бы забыть и стереть из памяти. А такое будет.

Бережно обходись с историями и эмоциями человека. Помни, это не только твоя жизнь вовлечена. Ты не знаешь как это появилось. Это его сердце.

Слушай. Говори. Делись. Рассуждай.

Говори то, что будет в назидание.

Будь собой!!

Большинство остаётся в памяти.

Отвечай на вопросы так, как оно есть. Будь мудрой в ответах. Объясни так, чтобы ты сама видела связь.

Если знаешь что хорошо, то сделай это.

Флирт - не твоё. Обходись с человеком как с родственником во Христе. Кем он будет тебе со временем, решает Бог. Пока что - братья/сёстры.

КАК ХОЧЕШЬ ЧТОБЫ С ТОБОЙ ОБРАЩАЛИСЬ - соответствуй в своих делах и словах.

ЛЮБОВЬ всему основа.